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I lost my job today. Because I snapped on a girl at work….. Ah well. She called me a hoe as well. Lol, so I found her boyfriend on Facebook 🙂 might as well live up to my namesake right ??
BP and I are not together. I’m just not a relationship girl! Everything he did made me want to KILL him. He was so needy and emotional and it was just horrible!
I really have nothing to say ….. Ta-Ta ❤
I went to see my pimp…..getting paid to let some guy eat me out is the best decision I’ve made all day! If it wasn’t for the money though, I would never ever have sex with the guy. He can’t get it up for shit. We tried to fuck but he’s a 20 year old with a 95 year old dick. Jesus. I’ve never seen such inadequacy in all my life. Apparently, it isn’t me because I’m just “SOOO sexy”. What kind of 20 year old pays someone to eat them out anyway? Plus he sucks at it. He’s never made me cum, not once. But as he puts it, he does it for a “good cause”. Meaning to give me money lol. The experience isn’t even worth describing. It’s more of a business sort of thing anyway. He hands me the money and takes me back to where I left my car and the job is over.
In other news, I just got my test results 🙂 STD free!
CW the married guy, who is not really married but only engaged, is basically stalking me. I mean sheesh you fuck a guy one time and he won’t leave you alone! I left work one night and drove to his apartment..he lives with his fiancé so he made me drive to some abandoned factory parking lot . I parked behind a dumpster and he proceeded to fuck the SHIT out of me! I mean this guy is built and obviously did not give a fuck about how I felt about the situation lol. I can honestly say I got fucked like an animal and I did not like it..I did at times but his dick is huge. When he first put his wide cock inside my pussy, it HURT. I rode his big dick backwards in my backseat, with his hands on my hips forcing himself deep inside me. He kept telling me how his dick felt at home in my pussy and when I didn’t talk back, he forced me to. That’s something I liked though. He forced me to kiss him and he forced me to say dirty things to him and when we finally changed position, with me facing him and riding his dick, he forced me to get all the way down on it and stretching my pussy out. Oh my goodness. Then he made me lay down while he choked me and put my legs up over my head and fucked me so hard and deep..it was too deep actually. My stomach ached for hours after I got home. He loved it but I …not so much. I finally made an excuse to go home because BP kept calling me during the whole thing. Phew. I drove him home and he’s all smiles and laughs and saying we owe each other oral. I don’t even know if I can do that! I’m a pretty small girl and I can deep throat but barely….I already know he’s going to force me to get it all in my mouth and his penis is way too big for that! Ugh guess I have to let this one go, I’m not ready for his monster dick..
BP and I are dating. I kind of like having BP around. He’s clingy but he fucks me good and I get a loyal boyfriend too. He still doesn’t eat pussy but I’m working on that….I think I’m actually starting to like the kid. He’s sweet and stuff so I guess I’ll keep him.
I’m not blogging until I get some dick…..NEW DICK. Or at least dick I haven’t had in a while. That is all 😡
I was left with a text that says:
“I gotta work tomorrow ! But I’m serious as hell ! I’ll slide my cock in. ANYWHERE, ANYTIME. imma let you go to sleep tho . Goodnite (: hmu sometime.”
HOW DO YOU LEAVE ME WITH A TEXT LIKE THAT?! Especially with me horny right now 😦 he was teasing me big time …ugh. I’m just glad that I’m getting dick tomorrow ! Hehe I found my exs cousins number 😉 goooooodnight forreal this time :*
“Sex is disgusting.”: Advice I got the day I lost my virginity. I didn’t understand what it meant then, but boy do I now.
So I was texting my ex-fiances 20 something year old cousin, and he was giving me advice about my relationship. He was always great at getting us back together but I had this itch that HAD to be scratched..I had to fuck my (ex) fiances cousin. We started flirting a little .. “What would you do if I…?” And “would it be okay if…?” And eventually we just came out and made a time and day. The night he came over, it was cold as hell outside but I was ready to fuck: scantily clad in only thigh high socks and a t-shirt, I was freezing my ass off. He was parked outside my house in an SUV with the heat on, which I was GRATEFUL for. When I climbed in the seat, my pussy obviously showed and I watched him stare at it as I sat with my legs on the dash. “I like your socks.” was the first thing he said. I laughed at his stupid comment and we talked for a little. He always liked to pretend like we were best friends, talking about deep shit and my relationship with his cousin. Finally, he got to the point. I happily hopped in the back, ass and pussy showing. He climbs on top of me, pulling his dick out. We never kiss. That’s not something he did. Leaning the seat back, he climbed on top, shoving his dick inside me. I moaned loudly and he said “oh shit” under his breath. He started fucking me, making the whole SUV rock while I moaned loudly..suddenly, he grabbed my ass and flipped me over, fucking me from behind. Holding my hip, he grabbed my hair and yanked my head back, asking me if I like it. Of course I said yes 😉 we had a wonderful fuck session that night, one of my best. He’s a dominant guy so there was lots of choking, ass-slapping, hair pulling, deeeeeep thrusting..I fucking love being dominated!! And when he came, he gripped my ass with both hands and thrusted one last time, cumming inside me! Oh my god, I loved it . What I loved even more? When we would fuck before work, he would cum inside me & I would come to work with his cum dripping down my leg, smiling in my (ex) fiances face and telling him I loved him. Or when we would give each other oral and I would have the taste of his cum on my tongue then kiss my (ex) fiance.
Ugh.. I think about these things and it makes my pussy so wet.. I loved cheating on my ex fiancé . And every time he took me back, it made me so happy because he gave me yet another opportunity to fuck him over in the worst way possible. And I loved every minute of it. Then again, at this time I was not on birth control at all and could’ve gotten pregnant from the constant loads being shot into me by his cousin..who lied and told me he was unable to have kids at the time, and now has two different girls pregnant. So yeah….fuck him for that. But the sex was great ! I would fuck him again ..definitely. Matter of fact, Im going to text him right now.
At this moment, I am on the phone with BP being teased 😉 texting a REALLY old friend I just found on Facebook about his girlfriend and fucking him….and looking for my ex fiances cousins number so we can meet up . I wish I was getting some dick right now.
Taaaaaaa-ta 😀 ~~~~ <——-B
TK is so STUPID. I remember why I stopped talking to him now. The money was good but damn, planning when to see his dumb ass makes me want to choke him. But anyway, I guess that means I’m not getting dick tomorrow 😦 I will Wednesday and Thursday though, so it’s all good!
Hmm today I went to class..went to BP’s house and smoked a blunt with him and his friends..drove my ass to work..planned to fuck CW on Thursday ..not much happened today. I tried to get BP’s friend OP to let me suck his dick again but I think he might have grown a conscience since we last fucked so that might be a no-go 😦 sigh how sad..
Ta! ;p
It’s true . Only by masturbation and oral 😦 it’s sad. But today was ..disappointing, to say the least. Lets recap, shall we?
I went to BP’s house and we wasted no time. He has this tendency to make out with me in between pretending to watch random tv shows, and I wasn’t having that today. As soon as his bedroom door closed and locked, I took off my pants. He knew what time it was! I sucked his dick for a few minutes then we got to business 😉 His favorite position is me laying on my stomach while he fucks me from the back, often while he pushes the back of my head and my face into the pillows. I loveeee that part ! But what I hate is when he goes slow. Like I want to be FUCKED ..why are you making love to me?!? I know he does it to try and prolong the inevitable, but seriously, it gets old. There was a lot of that today. It wasn’t a rock my world day but there were a few moments when he took the hint (I’m usually a screamer), and actually FUCKED me..he kept telling me to be quiet because there were little kids in the living room, but I’m definitely a risk taker and the idea of people hearing me turns me on. Fuck being quiet. BP is a talker. Something I didn’t realize I liked until the day I was fucking one of my ex-fiances cousins in the back of his car and he asked me if he was my daddy. Today BP said something like “you like when I give it all to you?” While he was thrusting deep, and it drove me crazyyy! I moaned so loud that he actually got mad lol.
So we went on fucking for about an hour: from the back, me on my side and him behind me, me on my side and him in front of me, just any position and I was just not feeling it today. Not enough deep penetration I guess. I did beg him to cum inside me though, something he absolutely refuses to do. I’m on the DEPO shot, so I’m not scared of getting pregnant. I suppose I should be but whatever. But he’s TERRIFIED. It took all my seduction powers to pry his ass away from condoms. Fucking me raw is one thing, but cumming inside me? Now THAT is the bee’s knees for me! I absolutely LOVE when a guy cums inside my pussy. I tried my best to persuade him. I begged and moaned and called him daddy but NOTHING worked. Ugh! He’s so terrified of having kids, it’s fucking with my sex life. Not cool. So he pulled out & came in my mouth..still something I like, but I wanted the other one way more. Basically, I wasn’t fucked that good & he wouldn’t cum inside me like I wanted and so today wasn’t successful for me..afterwards we drove to his friends, smoked half a blunt & I drove us to work.
Enter: CW. The new black guy with the wife and kids. I just found out like 10 minutes ago that he’s 28..NEW RECORD if I get him! I got to work and he said some shit about me being young..fuck. I was high and pissed because my chances of fucking this guy were possibly ruined. So I tested him..I was using a hose at work and purposely gripped it in a way that obviously was sexual because he was standing next to me. You would think stupid shit like that doesn’t work but guys are way too easy, no matter what age. Like I expected, he made some sexual reference. Huh…guess age isn’t a factor for him after all. With that being said and done, I went about my business and work was normal, with the exception of BP who bitched all day about me never talking to him while we’re at work. I mean, I don’t because usually I’m too busy flirting with another one of our coworkers but he’s too stupid to think that’s why. I got off work and took my girl Jay home, who is basically my right hand woman (except she’s not a slut) and decided I would call my job and get CW’s number. He’s definitely a talker, not a texter, which can be a problem considering BP always wants to talk and KJ keeps trying to talk..what’s a girl to do 🙂
CW claims to be straightforward. He says shit like he knew from the beginning that he wanted me and had to get me and that he doesn’t have time to play games. Ooh assertive 😉 turns me on. Grown men are always the best to fuck. As opposed to BP who makes this cartoonish frowny face when we fuck, like he’s concentrating really hard HAHAHA how dumb. I try not to laugh when he makes this face because he makes up for it by making noises when he fucks me (something guys never do because they think its too feminine..in my experience) and I love that shit. CW asked me flat out what I want..I told him I want to fuck. Waiting for a text back……………….and he says when. Nice 🙂 now I just have to find time in my schedule to fit him in. Tuesday morning I’m going to see TK. Wednesday morning I’m going to see DR, the other married guy. Or maybe it’s the other way around. Thursday, I’m free so that sounds like the day 🙂 hopefully he can work with my schedule, cause I’m definitely trying to get him. He says he almost didn’t want to fuck because of my age, he claims he doesn’t want to “ruin my life”.. in a good way. But I’ve heard all that before so we’ll see. But I am currently on the phone with BP and he’s boring the fuck out of me and I’m telling him I like him a lot because he’s depressed because his life sucks. Blah blah! Goodnight world.
Ta-Ta! ;D
I can’t sleep. There’s anime on the tv. And my “pimp” is too drunk to come see me tonight. The good news is, he came right back like a baby to the tit.
I need to find time to see him though, because for some reason his job at the restaurant & his side job as a drug dealer permit him to give me around $200 per .. Uh, session. Haha that seems so professional, considering I met this guy in high school. He was in my French class, a senior & I, a freshman and he HATED me upon first meeting. You know, senior/freshman war and all that. Didn’t know he was such a freak. I suggested he pay me as a joke once & he immediately accepted . He didn’t have to tell me twice. But he’s so weird. Maybe cause he’s middle eastern..but once he was eating my pussy from the back & before I knew it, his tongue was licking my asshole . It was .. An experience. I guess he gets off on that kind of stuff *shrug* but of course i didn’t stop him.
BP tells me he’s going to call me soon….great. I want nothing more than to listen to his “baby, I love you”‘s and other nonsense..but its all worth it because tomorrow I’m going to go to his house. We’re going to smoke a beautiful blunt on his back porch. Then we’re going to go inside & he’s going to not want to ask for head, but I always make him ask cause I like to see his expression when he does. He’s such a baby, it’s so cute! I doubt he’s had as many partners as he says he has. He’s so whipped by the pussy that I highly doubt it. The need in his eyes when I go down on him turns me on … Giving head is one of my specialties. I’m particularly good at it & guys don’t hesitate to let me know. & I especially love when a guy cums in my mouth. My favorite part comes next : the fucking. When I have a particularly big partner such as my ex-fiancé (he was 10 inches: huge for a small girl like me) or BP, who is around an 8 or 9, I like being fucked from the side because they can fuck me as hard as they can without it hurting. I lay on my side & he fucks me from any angle and it feels like HEAVEN. I almost cried once, that’s how good it was. I couldn’t breathe. Tomorrow will be a good day 🙂
She needs a haircut but this is my best friend
Since I can’t begin at the beginning of this life (SUCH a long time ago) I will start at the present..
Today was a boring day! I skipped class..that’s nothing new. But I talked to a few of my beaus..I cut off my ex of two years (he just didn’t fit my slut lifestyle) for good & now I have two guys thinking that we’re “talking”.. A word that means nothing to me at all :p
The first, BP, is a tall guy. He’s about 6 foot something , as skinny as I am & white. He’s 17 (only a month older than me) and a TOTAL idiot! He smokes weed at least 3 times every day (something i love) and got kicked out of school. He hates his mom and stays out until 1 am most nights but he’s the sweetest guy ever (yuck!). I met him at my current job. Everyone at our job hates him because he’s immature & hates them all but hey, I don’t judge the dick, just fuck it. His dick is big, another thing I love, and we fuck every time I see him which is about twice a week..three times if it’s a good week. He loves me but I love his dick. He does not eat kitty which is a reallyyyy BIG thumbs down!! I talk shit about him to everyone & he acts like a total stalker when I don’t text him back. He is insanely jealous and has anger issues…something i love because he chokes me when we fuck. He thinks I love him and want to be with him, which makes him my little bitch. I love it!! A couple weeks ago, I fucked his friend OP (who is 19 & also works at our job), a Hispanic guy with a criminal record and tattoos (yummmmyyyy) but OP and I are no longer on fuck terms 😦 because he respects his friends love for me… Who does that?!
The second, KJ, is shorter than me I think..I’m 5’5″ , he’s probably 5’4″. He’s a poetic genius and always sends me things that would make me smile if I had a heart. He writes music and he’s black. He’s 18 I think, and we haven’t had sex (BOO) but only because we haven’t seen each other outside of work..something that needs to change ASAP. He says he loves me and wants to be with me forever and we aren’t even officially talking. He’s a boring texter and an even more boring person to talk on the phone with. He’s the chillest person ever, and doesn’t seem to be upset by anything. This might be a problem as I’m very neurotic and crazy and always angry. He’s as smart as me but wouldn’t look through my phone so it’s easy to pretend he’s my only one.
Why do I always attract guys who fall in love with me?! It’s a wonderful thing to be loved 🙂 lmao if only the feelings were mutual. I’m just trying to explore every dick I can in this short period of time called life & love doing it 🙂
I currently am fucking one person .. But there was a time when I was fucking 3 or 4 at a time. I hope to go back to that soon. My goal right now is to have sex with every eligible guy at my job, meaning NOT ugly! I don’t do ugly. The first few weeks I worked there, I almost fucked one Hispanic guy, CC, who is 22 and has a girlfriend who also works with us(how exciting!!) but my mom interrupted & he was so ridden with guilt, that he never came back 😦 I dated another black guy, DJ (age 19), who also FELL IN LOVE WITH ME, then I had to cut things off because he was simply not attractive to me & the sex wasn’t enjoyable. Every time we had sex I was itchy (his disgusting long pubic hair) & hurting (his rough BUT SMALL sex) and it was horrible. He found another job. There is a Mexican guy, LS, who is 30 something & barely speaks english who works in the kitchen & it’s obvious what he wants 🙂 but there is a language barrier that keeps us from engaging 😦 even though I’m the only non natively Spanish speaking person who can understand him. A new black guy, C, sounds like my type. He doesn’t know how old I am (he’s AT LEAST 24) & I don’t plan on telling him. He’s married and has kids & told me to tell him if he gets too inappropriate.. I told him I can take it and he said he knew he picked the right person to talk to 😉 I can’t wait to see what hes all about!!
I think I’m going to text my old married friend from my previous job, DR (age 23), and ask him if he wants to fuck Monday morning. He’s been fiending since New Years when we had drunk sex in the back of my moms Acura and I might just give it to him 😉 and I’m also going to text my old “pimp”, TK. He’s 20, LOVES to eat my kitty & used to pay me for that & sometimes sex for a couple years & I’m feeling kind of broke right now .. BP wants me to come over tomorrow morning. A fuck & a blunt?? I think so! Will update later!
Ta-Ta !!!! :**
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