It’s true . Only by masturbation and oral :( it’s sad. But today was ..disappointing, to say the least. Lets recap, shall we?
I went to BP’s house and we wasted no time. He has this tendency to make out with me in between pretending to watch random tv shows, and I wasn’t having that today. As soon as his bedroom door closed and locked, I took off my pants. He knew what time it was! I sucked his dick for a few minutes then we got to business ;) His favorite position is me laying on my stomach while he fucks me from the back, often while he pushes the back of my head and my face into the pillows. I loveeee that part ! But what I hate is when he goes slow. Like I want to be FUCKED ..why are you making love to me?!? I know he does it to try and prolong the inevitable, but seriously, it gets old. There was a lot of that today. It wasn’t a rock my world day but there were a few moments when he took the hint (I’m usually a screamer), and actually FUCKED me..he kept telling me to be quiet because there were little kids in the living room, but I’m definitely a risk taker and the idea of people hearing me turns me on. Fuck being quiet. BP is a talker. Something I didn’t realize I liked until the day I was fucking one of my ex-fiances cousins in the back of his car and he asked me if he was my daddy. Today BP said something like “you like when I give it all to you?” While he was thrusting deep, and it drove me crazyyy! I moaned so loud that he actually got mad lol.
So we went on fucking for about an hour: from the back, me on my side and him behind me, me on my side and him in front of me, just any position and I was just not feeling it today. Not enough deep penetration I guess. I did beg him to cum inside me though, something he absolutely refuses to do. I’m on the DEPO shot, so I’m not scared of getting pregnant. I suppose I should be but whatever. But he’s TERRIFIED. It took all my seduction powers to pry his ass away from condoms. Fucking me raw is one thing, but cumming inside me? Now THAT is the bee’s knees for me! I absolutely LOVE when a guy cums inside my pussy. I tried my best to persuade him. I begged and moaned and called him daddy but NOTHING worked. Ugh! He’s so terrified of having kids, it’s fucking with my sex life. Not cool. So he pulled out & came in my mouth..still something I like, but I wanted the other one way more. Basically, I wasn’t fucked that good & he wouldn’t cum inside me like I wanted and so today wasn’t successful for me..afterwards we drove to his friends, smoked half a blunt & I drove us to work.
Enter: CW. The new black guy with the wife and kids. I just found out like 10 minutes ago that he’s 28..NEW RECORD if I get him! I got to work and he said some shit about me being young..fuck. I was high and pissed because my chances of fucking this guy were possibly ruined. So I tested him..I was using a hose at work and purposely gripped it in a way that obviously was sexual because he was standing next to me. You would think stupid shit like that doesn’t work but guys are way too easy, no matter what age. Like I expected, he made some sexual reference. Huh…guess age isn’t a factor for him after all. With that being said and done, I went about my business and work was normal, with the exception of BP who bitched all day about me never talking to him while we’re at work. I mean, I don’t because usually I’m too busy flirting with another one of our coworkers but he’s too stupid to think that’s why. I got off work and took my girl Jay home, who is basically my right hand woman (except she’s not a slut) and decided I would call my job and get CW’s number. He’s definitely a talker, not a texter, which can be a problem considering BP always wants to talk and KJ keeps trying to talk..what’s a girl to do :)
CW claims to be straightforward. He says shit like he knew from the beginning that he wanted me and had to get me and that he doesn’t have time to play games. Ooh assertive ;) turns me on. Grown men are always the best to fuck. As opposed to BP who makes this cartoonish frowny face when we fuck, like he’s concentrating really hard HAHAHA how dumb. I try not to laugh when he makes this face because he makes up for it by making noises when he fucks me (something guys never do because they think its too feminine..in my experience) and I love that shit. CW asked me flat out what I want..I told him I want to fuck. Waiting for a text back……………….and he says when. Nice :) now I just have to find time in my schedule to fit him in. Tuesday morning I’m going to see TK. Wednesday morning I’m going to see DR, the other married guy. Or maybe it’s the other way around. Thursday, I’m free so that sounds like the day :) hopefully he can work with my schedule, cause I’m definitely trying to get him. He says he almost didn’t want to fuck because of my age, he claims he doesn’t want to “ruin my life”.. in a good way. But I’ve heard all that before so we’ll see. But I am currently on the phone with BP and he’s boring the fuck out of me and I’m telling him I like him a lot because he’s depressed because his life sucks. Blah blah! Goodnight world.